Sunday, August 17, 2008

17/8/2008

haiyokk today is a SUNDAY
nothing to do b@ my gal viewing my blog so i write one lo hehehehe

morning i went to MID VALLEY and watch MEET DAVE wid my 2 cousins
after that i had my lunch and reach home at 3.30 and i didnt know what i did
until tha LEE CHONG WEI vs LIN DAN game
i watch the 1st set and no eye loook on the 2nd set le

thats all

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

23/7/08

haihz

2daee, my day started at 6.00 a.m.
i got exam on 11.00a.m thats y i woke up soooo
early to revise lo i revised until about 8 something and prepared myself up..
i went to Desa Setapak and had breakfast with my friend...
den i went to the exam hall with another friend and reach at approximately 10.45 with no time for another revision

the exam was so , so as i did prepare abit in the morning.

after the exam my friends and i went for lunch as i called the karaoke event off as my dad asked me to help him, so i went back straight away after looking at my friend's car which had accident on it..

I reached home at 3.00 p.m. and just sat at the clerk table for an hour or so and took off to the hospital to get my sisters car as she was unable to put her car there as her brother in law was transferred to another hospital. and then i bring the car to the workshop and fix the backlight which was apparently spoilt and it just costed RM2

i called my gal on the way and we argued over something stupid and that time i was pissed so until now 7.47p.m. i am still not calling her cause i am quite angry that the fact that
i am always the one letting her do her thing and let her win
why does she cant take a step and just let the thing go

damn fucking pressured and she adds on to it instead of helping me
no one in this world is helping me
not even myself haihzzz

Monday, July 21, 2008

xin fu ( happiness)

hahahs i got a wife now ad ooo

should i be happy? should i be sad?

happy:- got a life partner
- ppl whom i trust and share with the most

sad :- no money
-cant see her (sob sob)

hahahahs
she is such an angel as though she is looking after me though
heheheh

we may never meet each other in the near future but we will
in the future

SAKAI!!! i love you :p

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

16th june 2008

Today is my 1st day writing on this blogspot
i have another blog which no one looks at it apparently so i just came here 2 write about it ba

let's start out with the day 2day erm!!!
early in the moning there were no class at all and that sounds good but there is a test going on at 1400 everything in the morning was normal but i went to deliver something to my mom's friend house and went straight to college reaching there at 1200. been there for about 15 minutes before the 8 of us departure to Endah parade for lunch/brunch for some.

we were there until 1330. We left and reached the college at 1345. we were there and some idiot passby my car and thought he could passby the small gap with the door of my car open as my friend was just coming out! he went and stretched my door and we were arguing about the incident. he refuses to pay me during that time and would want it to be on a police report and we settled it about 1530 where i was allowed to get out of the test to settle this case!
Before that i asked my dad to seek for advice and guess what! the moment which i really need someone's advice, he put me apart and say he is not going to do anything with this
i am damn fucked up and was pissed. i never talked to him since the step i got home. He not only didnt help me in solving the situation, besides he asked me the cause of the problem which is why was I having my friend on my AVANZA (7seater) car. This car is a dumped car from my sister as she suffers from fetching all her colleague and so on and i used it this time. i felt quite used at this ocassion as well because i am the one paying for the petrol but sometimes they help me and i feel comfortable and nice with them. I wanted to ask him : would you go out for an outing like a dinner or something with 5 person driving 5 cars or all in a car! he would have chosen the latter one but in this fact he, i know one thing! he is selfish among his friends
this can be shown like that ! okay lets skip this

the guy argued with me for about 10 mins and agreed that he pays me for my loss..
i went back after the test and getting the assignments and so on and reach home at 1700. i brought the car to the workshop but the guy isnt around ! i went back to my house which was a stone thrown away and went back to the workshop at 1900 but eventually I have to go back here another day

I went to the football field right after that where i know i wasnt suppose to exercise no more because of the bone structure problem which i am currently suffering. but i went there and played for a while and a while only because my spine really couldnt take it ! i sat there and chat with the players there until 2030 before packing for my dad's dinner and returning home!! I played games until now where i just viewed my friendster and replied all the comments which is quite a hobby i guess

I went to my msn and logged in! i saw a link of my friend's blog and i viewed it
after i viewed it! i felt very very bad
i felt like a jerk, a loser and all the bad things

i missed my friends birthday. He is my friend since god knows when. we were close
before this when he was at China where we would meet up everytime he comes back
but things changed when he came back to MAL
it wasnt his problem, bt mine i suffered many things which i wouldnt wanna say
DAMN i missed his 18th b day
but he never invited me either! i know after all the lies and so on and the way of my emotional control and so on i know i am losing alot of friends and now even this one i didnt even know that he came back to MAL wth
haihz

the past is tha past but i really hope that i and the other friends would
like be more normal and hang out more together or so
rather than doing what i am doing now
i am not enjoying my life at all
Sweet 16 bday whatsoever where is it
?
go to hell lar my life

hahahah
haihz
emotions damn

thats y people call me MR.emo perhaps
:p

i think thats all for now :p
and i hope that he would view my blog b@

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